Take some time to smile when you’re sad; to rest when you’re tired and to pray if you’re feeling empty. In this life, just take some time for God and yourself as well. Then you’ll see, everything will fall into the right place the way you wanted life to be. God is good. God is great! :) — Then suddenly I receive this text message from ate bok. :’>
Have you ever experience being trapped between your habits and your dreams? If yes, it’s not that easy right? I know. Because right now, I’m torn between what I want to do and what I need to do. It tears me up inside. bigtime! Tbh, I really hate what ifs, you know, these two words when combine can cause nervous tension. But I can’t help myself. My mind was clouded by enormous thoughts of what ifs. Like what if I need to do what I want to do? What if I never really meant for this? What if I’m better of this way? What if I can still manage things and juggle my time? What if we both need this? What if God really wants me to be free? What if this was meant to happen, I just didn’t saw it coming in just a snap? What if… What if… Is this all in my head? or am i the only one thinking that way? :’(
Lord, help me. I will not ask you to give me tons of strength. I just need enough to be able to smile. I know you’re out there. I know everything happens for a reason, and that reason is you. But I’m just human. Of all the people dear to my heart, you know me best. You know I’m not that brave. So please, I’m lifting up everything to you.
This photo was taken this afternoon. There’s nothing special about this photo. My smile looks so, ugh. nevermind my face. It is the guy behind this who’s special to me. Let’s call him Mr. E, though it may sound so clichéd. I don’t want to just call him “him.” Now you know I am talking of the same guy as pertaining to some tags in my posts.
He accompanied me to do some groceries and he even dyed my hair (I know, the colour is not visible. I think I need to dye my hair again.) So today, he’s my stylist. haha I even teased him that I think we can make a “SALON” together as business partners. You know, I am the manager and he is the stylist. Because he is fond of the fixing-my-hair-because-I-am-lazy-to-do-it thing. Moreover, he even knows how to braid my hair. haha see? I think our business will rock! what you guys think? Nay or Yay? :D
P.S. He took this photo because he wants me to see the outcome of what he did with my hair when sunlight is present. So vain!!! haha